sᴍᴜᴛ ɪɴʙᴏx

[chemex]

because i am a ho and i write a ho. this post will probably pretty exclusively be expiation shuake fuckery, no pun intended, and i'm leaving it unlocked solely so it can, if i'm brave enough, be used as bonus AC. don't be weird, i'm specifically making a separate post for nsfw content so nobody has to see it if they aren't looking for it.

anyway, cw for smut and a lot of kinks, some of which are probably poorly negotiated if discussed at all. you've been warned.

Comments

it's time to button mash

[chemex]

[Akira swipes his eyes clear of Goro's spend, then opens his eyes to the comfortable, post-coital lounge of his boyfriend and smiles, matching the contended expression. He chuckles at the simplicity of Goro's response being "Gross.", because that's so like him, and then raises his eyebrows.]

[Well then. He hadn't planned to go this route, but... He ducks out from under Goro's leg, sitting up on his knees and neatly unzipping the fly of his pants to release the Kraken his own erection.] Might have a solution for that, with or without you having to do anything. [Meaning if Goro isn't in the mood for giving a BJ, Akira is happy to just jack off at him to give him a different taste.]

[murderingjustice]

[Goro's eyes widen a bit when Akira takes himself out to the plain sight, a hungry glow creeping to them. At least he's not like quite licking his lips. But with his brain still going rather slow, lulling in the pool of pleasure, he doesn't quite catch what Akira is insinuating here, and proceeds to spread his legs wider around him.]

That so?

[chemex]

[He falters, just barely, caught somewhere between self-consciousness and uncertainty. Goro didn't like to be pushed into things. Was it too forceful to present a specific sexual act to him that was more for Akira's own benefit?]

[He focuses on the hunger in Goro's gaze, extracting his fingers from Goro's entrance in favor of slowly stroking his own dick.] Hmmm, yeah. I can sit on your face, or you can suck it yourself..., Or you could just lay back and enjoy the show.

[murderingjustice]

[Oh.

He blinks his eyes a few times while processing the words, a small pout appearing on his lips when Akira withdraws his fingers, leaving him empty once again. Booooo :C He wanted to be fucked by your stupid big fat cock.]

Are you sure that's how you want to spend your load, huh? [He combs through his hair with his fingers, brushing the long hair strands away from his face. But at least there's no protest from him? Goro is very aware that he's nowhere as good as giving a blowjob as Akira is, seeing that he usually takes the role of a (bratty) bottom to match Akira's service top, but he's not really against the idea.

Goro shifts a little on the mattress, stretching his throat a bit so that his head is straight, and opens his mouth for the other.]

[chemex]

[His eyebrows raise, obscuring themselves further into his mass of inky curls.] You're the one with a taste in your mouth to get rid of. Do you have other ideas? [He's still stroking himself slowly, a flush creeping up his neck and into his face.]

[murderingjustice]

Well. I was hoping that you'd plunge that massive cock of yours inside me, fuck me hard enough that I'll scream until I lose my mind. [Said ever so casually.] Wouldn't you be interested in finding out just how much of your cum I can take until I'm truly full?

[chemex]

[The color in his cheeks darkens, but he only grins.] Then you shouldn't tell me you're tasting other men on your lips, darling.

[He reaches out, taking the back of Goro's head with one hand (the one he hadn't just had the fingers of up Goro's ass, he knows how fussy he is about his hair) and guides him to the tip of his dick, tilting his head.] Go on, get a taste. I told you I'd be making sure you remember nothing but my name, that includes your mouth.

[murderingjustice]

[There is a knowing smirk on his face when the redness deepens on Akira's face. Meanwhile he isn't necessarily crass or vulgar with his words, he doesn't have any issues with talking about bedroom activities in a blunt manner.

But speaking of blunt things..

Goro nudges himself up a little, propping himself with his elbows to avoid adding too much on his neck as he cranes forward. His tongue darts out to give the tip of Akira's cock a lick, slowly swirling around the head before wrapping his lips around it, suckling it tentatively.]

[chemex]

[Akira settles his weight back slightly, still up on his knees but making it easier for Goro to get to him without straining. His hand threads into his hair at the back of his neck and he rubs there, gently.] Just get a taste, okay? I have bigger plans for you.

[murderingjustice]

[The red eyes look up to Akira's, raising a rather defiant glare. You know what? He decides to be bit of a bratty, just for this.

Goro pulls back from Akira's cock for a briefest moment, flattens his tongue against the underside of the shaft as he pulls his lips over his teeth and dives right back in. One arm quickly snakes around Akira's waist, pulling him closer as he works the cock into his throat, stopping only when the other one is fully seated. Then, he begins to suck with all he has. You know, just to defy that little order there.]

[chemex]

[Akira just exhales, having sort of expected such defiance, and gives himself a handful of seconds to enjoy the sensation, despite himself. He lets Goro get good and comfy, gives him time to really taste, and then grabs a fistful of his hair and pulls, dragging him backward off his dick.]

You'd do well to listen to me tonight, Goro. [His voice is deep in his chest, gravel from arousal, but still and cold like ice to make the point known.]

[murderingjustice]

[Akira really has to drag Goro off him, because the latter isn't letting go easily, despite the burn on scalp as his hair is pulled. He tries to keep himself still with the help of his arm around Akira, but the fight only lasts for a few seconds before he needs to give in to the other.

When pulled back, he releases the cock from his mouth with a lewd 'pop'-sound, lips red and debauched. He looks almost drunk when he looks up to meet Akira's eyes, his tongue stretching out to give cock in front of him one final lick before a grin sets on his face. This time, the tone of the command goes straight to his gut, making electric shocks spark around his body - waking up the arousal again.]

Or else? I imagined you'd want make me gargle with your cum to erase whatever Narukami-san had left.

[chemex]

Like I said, I have bigger plans for you.

[He doesn't so much release his hair as he tosses his hand out of it, the momentum likely to knock Goro back over, and he takes his other hand and gently squeezes the base of his own dick.] Besides, Yu's a great kisser. I wouldn't want to completely deprive you of the memory just yet.

[murderingjustice]

[Goro doesn't push back this time, letting himself to be thrown back on the mattress. His tongue gives his lips a quick lick and macks them together, as if to savour the taste.]

Is he now? [Oh uh. Goro's really been teasing Akira here, intentionally looking to provoke these reactions. But he hadn't given a serious thought about whether he was good or not. Akira pointing this out does catch Goro's attention.] Has he caught your interest, then? You two have a lot in common.

[chemex]

[Akira chuckles, tucking himself back into his pants-- the strain on the fabric is much more visible, now.] You keep asking me if I'm interested in others.

[He throws his weight over Goro, arms above his head and knees on either side of Goro's thighs.] No one will ever compare to you. And I'll prove that to you, come Hell or high water.

[murderingjustice]

[Goro raises a curious brow when Akira tugs himself back in. Buddy that seems pretty counterproductive if you ask him!]

Why wouldn't you be. Especially since Yu, [he clicks his tongue at the name, smirking up at him as he settles on top of him] is a good kisser. Doesn't he use Personas the same way you do? He's tall and good looking, right? Calm and friendly. Gets along with children and small animals. I wouldn't be surprised if you have been thinking of him

[chemex]

[Akira veritably pounces on him at that point, pinning him down and immediately stealing his words with his mouth in a bruising kiss. He lingers, biting at his lips, and only raises himself away enough so Goro can see the severity of his expression.] You quantify as a Wildcard yourself, Goro. Why are you trying so hard to push me off on someone else?

[murderingjustice]

[There's a small sound of protest when Akira attacks him with his mouth, nearly devouring him with the force and intensity alone. Goro tries his best to keep up with the pace, biting back when he can, one hand raising up to grasp on the fabric of Akira's shirt sleeve.

He looks back at Akira, flushed eyes peeking underneath the messy hair and long-lashes. ]

I'm not the same as you. [It's all he manages to answer.]

[chemex]

You aren't. You're my rival, and I love you. [He says it easily, without hesitation, even if then he huffs a sigh and flops to lay on top of him.] Even when you try your best to make it impossible.

[murderingjustice]

[Goro presses his lips into a thin line and averts his gaze when Akira lies on top of him. His hand lingers in mid-air for a short moment before he brings it down against the other's back.]

That's not what I meant, idiot. You three are special. You and Kotone are heroes of your own stories, and I'm certain if asked Narukami-san probably has stories of similar impressive, world-saving feats. [They are the Wildcards, meanwhile the flames of his own potential were distinguished way too prematurely. By his own hand.

Goro closes his eyes. He's very aware that this topic will kill the previous mood, ruining the fun they've had. But just like always, he just can't stop himself from pressing on.] ...Why did you watch me kissing others?

[chemex]

[He shifts, bonking his head into Goro's chin.] You're special, too. Yeah, we collect them like weird demon rolodexes, but you're the only one who inherently had two.

[He sprawls oddly to look up at him.] ...because I want you to feel the amount of love you deserve, in part. But also because I'm a fucking horny shithead.

[murderingjustice]

[There's no answer to the first part, only wrinkling his nose in disapproval.

He used to think he was more special before. But then came Akira with his merry band of misfits, who knocked him off his high horse. And even after that came Kotone, revealing that she, too, had once had Loki in her collection of Personas, unintentionally hurting his fragile sense of self-worth even more. He's always behind these wildcards, and their ridiculous abilities. ]

That you are. And a fool if you think there was anything close to even resembling love involved in any of those. [He huffs in a slight irritation, but then opens his eyes to meet Akira's eyes.] Are you still hard?

[chemex]

[Goro you absolute twit of a man. Akira just chuckles fondly, squirming and flopping to his side at Goro's last question.]

Not in the sense you're thinking, but love all the same. And what do you take me for? A little feelings jam isn't gonna break this diamond. [Akira please.]

[murderingjustice]

Tsk. You're the only one who thinks that. [Considering that aside from a few cases (Yu and Kotone, namely) his kisses had been more of a fight, as both parties had wanted nothing but get away from the situation.

Goro clicks his tongue and rolls his eyes, wrinkling his nose further.]

I am getting tired of being only one who's in state of undress. It's getting cold.

[chemex]

And I'll keep right on thinking it. [He kisses the underside of Goro's jaw.]

[And then his expression turns sly, and he sits up, shifting to sit on Goro's thighs.] Yeah? I did say I had plans for you.