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[nullificates]

Jury's still out.

[chemex]

Well at least you're self-aware...

[nullificates]

Yes! Very!

[chemex]

Okay-- well. If I learn things about author-Dazai and author-Sakaguchi..., I'll tell you. Can I ask that maybe you consider telling me things in return sometime?

cw suicide

[nullificates]

About what, exactly? Me? Well, I'm 22, 181cm, handsome, 67kg, single, I like long walks on the beach, and trying to drown myself.

DAZAI PLS

[chemex]

Um.

Maybe don't do that???

[nullificates]

If I try enough, maybe I'll succeed!

[chemex]

[This sure is a lot.]

You could also try putting that effort into something less destructive? There must be things you like about living.

[nullificates]

Not enough, kiddo! Ah, is this the sort of information you were after? It's truly not news.

[chemex]

It means more, to hear it from you.

[nullificates]

Does it?

[chemex]

Well, yeah. I read about... We'll call him Tsushima, so we don't get mixed up. I read about him, and he was pretty suicidal, too, but you're not the same person. So I'd like to get to know you?

[nullificates]

Still suicidal. Pretty sure I'm suicidal in every account.

[chemex]

Kinda seems like it. Is... Can I ask about it?

[nullificates]

In exchange. Did your whatever-his-name manage?

[chemex]

Tsujima. Tsujima Shuji.

[It's a weird question. And kind of one he doesn't want to answer? But-- something about it feels like it would help Dazai. So he does.] ...yeah. Double, with his wife, from what I remember.

cw more suicide please just dont read this thread

[nullificates]

... What an ass! Stealing my dream.

i keep forgetting to cw rip

[chemex]

That's a hell of a dream, you know?

[nullificates]

I know! Ah, one day. Ah, I'm really mad at this. Is he more handsome than me?

[chemex]

This feels like a good time to remind you I've not met you in person, and Tsujima died fifty years before I was born.

[nullificates]

You could have just said I'm better looking than an old man, I'm assuming without knowing anything about it!!!

[chemex]

I'm not gonna lie to you about someone I've maybe seen a bad black and white photo of once in my life, buddy, I'm not that guy.

[nullificates]

Lame, my feelings mean nothing to you?!

[chemex]

I don't lie to save feelings! Lies don't help, what if you saw a photo later down the line and this guy was some radiantly beautiful runway model unbeknownst to me? Then what!

[This is the most ridiculous conversation he has had in a long time and he is friends with both Ryuji Sakamoto and Yusuke Kitagawa,]

[nullificates]

My ego is big enough to ignore that fact!