ɪɴʙᴏx [ᴇxᴘɪᴀᴛɪᴏɴ]

[chemex]

inbox

voice ✦ video ✦ text ✦ action

CODE

Comments

[chemex]

[This sure is a lot.]

You could also try putting that effort into something less destructive? There must be things you like about living.

[nullificates]

Not enough, kiddo! Ah, is this the sort of information you were after? It's truly not news.

[chemex]

It means more, to hear it from you.

[nullificates]

Does it?

[chemex]

Well, yeah. I read about... We'll call him Tsushima, so we don't get mixed up. I read about him, and he was pretty suicidal, too, but you're not the same person. So I'd like to get to know you?

[nullificates]

Still suicidal. Pretty sure I'm suicidal in every account.

[chemex]

Kinda seems like it. Is... Can I ask about it?

[nullificates]

In exchange. Did your whatever-his-name manage?

[chemex]

Tsujima. Tsujima Shuji.

[It's a weird question. And kind of one he doesn't want to answer? But-- something about it feels like it would help Dazai. So he does.] ...yeah. Double, with his wife, from what I remember.

cw more suicide please just dont read this thread

[nullificates]

... What an ass! Stealing my dream.

i keep forgetting to cw rip

[chemex]

That's a hell of a dream, you know?

[nullificates]

I know! Ah, one day. Ah, I'm really mad at this. Is he more handsome than me?

[chemex]

This feels like a good time to remind you I've not met you in person, and Tsujima died fifty years before I was born.

[nullificates]

You could have just said I'm better looking than an old man, I'm assuming without knowing anything about it!!!

[chemex]

I'm not gonna lie to you about someone I've maybe seen a bad black and white photo of once in my life, buddy, I'm not that guy.

[nullificates]

Lame, my feelings mean nothing to you?!

[chemex]

I don't lie to save feelings! Lies don't help, what if you saw a photo later down the line and this guy was some radiantly beautiful runway model unbeknownst to me? Then what!

[This is the most ridiculous conversation he has had in a long time and he is friends with both Ryuji Sakamoto and Yusuke Kitagawa,]

[nullificates]

My ego is big enough to ignore that fact!

[chemex]

Okay but I also definitely still have no idea what you look like.

[nullificates]

Pretty handsome.

[chemex]

Okay but is that pretty, or handsome? There's some subtle nuanced differences there.

[nullificates]

Some people can be both.

[chemex]

Wow, humble much?

[nullificates]

Why be humble when you can be pretty handsome!

[chemex]

[It's some time, then, because he and Akechi argue and tussle and argue some more, and he almost falls off a roof and Kotone mentions that Dazai was the one who broke Goro's finger. He naps on the rooftop with her for a while, and then coming back to the Inn he decides: why not.]

So are you gonna tell me why you broke Akechi's finger, or am I gonna have to figure that out on my own, too?