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[The anticipation of what's to come alone is enough to make Goro's breath freeze in his lungs as he watches with dilated pupils Akira to move his hand down all the way to Goro's crotch. He swallows air, lost at the words when he makes contact with already weeping member.

Fuck, he can hear his heart beating like a drum -- like it was banging a song of a war.

Unsure what to do with his hands Goro brings them folded over his chest. Yeah, he's not done with his blushing maiden behavior from the before yet. He hears the cap being opened from the lube and he automatically clenches his body, muscles taut like a wire]

[Akira sees him tense up, chuckles softly, and moves the hand from Goro's dick to massage his hip.] Hey, relax. You'll take off my fingers all tensed up like that.

Shut up. [He growls and bites down on his lip. It was a reflex okay! Anyway the soft massage does help him focus, allowing his muscles to relax as he breathes deep through his nostrils.]

I managed to get two fingers in. So I imagine it should be easy for you, as well.

[He feels the way his expression twists with absolute hunger over that statement, and closes his eyes to try and look less disastrously horny.]

[His voice cracks a little anyway.] Yeah? Well, we'll take it slow. Remember, taps if you need me to stop, yeah? [And he's coating his fingers with the lube.]

[It's okay, Akira. They're both way too horny to function at the moment. In a way it's silly to pretend that they're anything but that. Goro feels his face turn red like a tomato, but at least this time he fights against the urge to cover it with his arm.

Closing his eyes, he simply nods as an answer. Yeah he remembers. Then, with a little effort, he bumps his hips up to buckle against Akira's crotch.]

Do it already.

Patience is a virtue, buddy, and one that keeps my fingers attached to my hands and also you from having butt fingers. [Akira that is the absolute least sexy thing you could have said at this moment.]

[He does scoot back and carefully rearrange Goro's legs, though, making sure to coat his back end with a generous amount of lube before gently prodding at him, slowly pressing in one finger.]

[Groan. Wow, it's almost as if you we're trying to ruin the mood here.

But he'll stay obedient lyrics still as much as he can, allowing Akira to move and position himself for him. There's a little squirming when the digit finds its way to his ass, adding careful pressure. But this time he remembers to breathe and keep himself from tensing up.]

I swear Akira, if you don't get down to it I'm--- ["I'm going to find someone who will", he was about to say but was cut off by the finger finally pressing in. And like promised, there's little to no resistance to be found as Goro's earlier ministrations had left him loose enough.

Still.. it does feel weird to have something cold and foreign pressed within his heat. It's not bad or necessarily good either. Just weird.

Breathing through his mouth, Goro relaxes against the mattress, hair sprawled like a broken halo around his head.]

[Akira's skin sears scarlet to his collarbones at the way Goro melts into the mattress beneath him, and he's quick to add a second finger at the minimal resistance. To keep things less than painful, he crooks both fingers to tap at that particular little bundle of nerves inside Goro he knows will be his undoing, and keeps his own breathing through his nostrils so he doesn't pant like a fucking dog.]

Shh. You're doing so good.

[The second finger definitely gets a reaction from him. A suffocated sound leaves from him when he feels the slight stretch. It's nothing too uncomfortable and his body gives in to it in no time. Goro's expression is just one of a content, feeling calm and relaxed under Akira as he works his fingers in. It's nice, somewhat familiar sensation that he knows to find pleasure from.

It takes a few attempts before Akira finds his mark and when he does Goro's hips jumps a little from the surprise and sudden rush of pleasure.]

Fuck! [He hisses and brings his hand to cover his mouth to keep any other sounds escaping. He looks back at Akira now, red eyes bewildered. Warn a guy next time??]

[Akira just chuckles, massaging Goro's hip with his other hand.] My bad. [He says, proceeding to prod the same spot again because he's a little shit.]

[At least this time he's prepared for it! Kinda.

Another groan leaves from him when the fingers press on the spot, and even though he tries Goro just can't stop from tightening his muscles and clenching around Akira's fingers -- adding only more pressure on the spot so. rip?]

You - ah, fucking piece of.. [The curses are held back by muffled moans as he keeps squirming, back arching slightly while his body tries to find a new position. If his dick wasn't leaking from the precome it definitely is now]

[Akira was mostly prepared for that clenching, expecting Goro to react similarly, but he doesn't fully expect it to press his fingers more firmly to his prostate. Overall the whole response, the curving of Goro's spine, and especially the sounds just bathe Akira in a new sort of heat, and he licks his lips while keeping his hand completely still.]

I didn't even do anything that time, that was all you. Methinks you want a little more than you're telling me.

You think? [Because he's right. As much and threateningly overwhelming the sensation feels it still somehow manages to stay too short, too little. It's so close to give him what he wants, what his body needs, but doesn't quite reach there. Leaving Goro move his hips to get more of that stimulation.]Akira.

[He hums, waiting for the pressure to subside to press further in, leaning over him and pressing his lips to his eyebrow.] Third?

[There's a stressed frown on his brow. And when Akira leans in to kiss it Goro immediately removes the hand covering his mouth, grabs Akira by the collar of shirt and pulls him into a kiss -- tongue licking over his lips. Then, after a beat he unclenches around the fingers and tries to relax once again.]

Yes.

[He fumbles into the kiss, but grins once he's there, and carefully starts to introduce a third finger to the situation below. Meanwhile, as he draws away from the kiss he peppers others, short and quick, along Goro's jawline, down his throat, to his collarbones, all the while continuing to massage his hip. The motion, he hopes helps to keep Goro calm, and if it doesn't it functions to keep him still so they don't wind up in a bad spot with him thrashing.]

[The third one is different. Goro feels the way it almost claws him open, spreading his walls and adding discomfort for the first time since they began.

His fingers tighten around Akira's shirt and he finds himself gritting his teeth together a bit, breath getting stuck in his lungs.]

[He slows down immediately, making a quiet shushing sound and moving back up to pepper kisses along Goro's skin.] Too much?

[Goro shakes his head at the question, eyes screwed shut.]

No. It just-- come back here. [He breathes out, voice airy and ragged. He keeps pulling from Akira's shirt, nudging him to move back up to a kiss]

[He just hums in agreement and goes where directed, letting the kisses distract him as he slowly proceeds with his third finger. Three..., ought to be enough, but he doesn't want this to hurt, so he's considering the merits of four, just to be on the safe side.] I don't know if I believe you, you push yourself with everything.

[The kissing works just well, it gives Goro something to do instead of just staying still, waiting for Akira to pry him open.

After few pushes the third one is finally in, seated nicely next to rest. The stretch is still there but discomfort is slowly lifting, becoming more bearable by each passing moment.]

Unlike you I'm not a masochist. Idiot. [He says, despite them both knowing just how much he tends to push his limits.]

Never said you were. [Murmured against his skin with a faint smile. He lets the fingers sit there a moment, then slowly starts to scissor them outward, just tiny motions before going back to their original positioning.] Just that you push yourself.

I wouldn't let you break me. [...Not exactly true. The whole concept of sex is still a complicated mess within the back of his brain and he's not still sure where he places himself there. It's transactional, means to an end, a tool for destruction but also one for love and adoration. Among the other things. Would he seek self-destruction through the act? Maybe. But he supposes that's where Akira comes in, holding him back and keep his head up in the surface.

Goro spreads his legs more, giving Akira more space to work with, while also easing the stretch. Slowly but surely the pressure gives in and Goro finds himself being able to relax his thighs]

[He just hums again, continuing to slowly scissor his fingers apart and back together until Goro's thighs relax and the clutch of him is less restrictive. Pressing a kiss to the corner of his jaw, he sits back again and surveys him, licking his lips as though he were overlooking a meal.]

[Not inaccurate,]

[Another rumbling hum, and he tilts his head.] Four, to be safe?

['Why don't you just shove your whole fist in there?' He wants to snap back but bites back on the words. He's getting used to having three in him already, the motion of them slowly coaxing the pleasure out of him.

With his chest raising heavily Goro looks down at Akira, face flushed and eyes drunk on the sensation.]

You sure you can wait that long?

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i have to re-up his account forgive his icons for now

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We will have to go gluten free for this one 😔😔

at least we're not vegans yet (no disrespect to vegans)

eggs will stay as long Joker the Therapy chicken lives

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