[The noise that escapes from him when the fingers loosen around him is just awful. Croaky yet wet gurgle, with spit and saliva bubbling between his lips. The pause isn't long enough for the high to hit him just yet, the pressure returning with an abrupt force.
Oh, uh. This is getting dangerous. While Goro trusts Akira not to do any serious or permanent damage, there is a dark voice within him thinking how easy it'd be. Akira would only need to shift his angle just a little and add more weight on his grip and then it'd be lights out. For good. Now Goro is hardly suicidal but it isn't his first time flirting with death, gambling with his own life. There is something tempting in it, almost intoxicating.
Goro's can feel his body growing numb, the sounds muffling down around him and he can barely hold his thoughts together. It's almost scary, panic bristling against his chest as he keeps losing control of his body. He opens his eyes, vision struggling with focusing on his boyfriend. Then his eyes roll back, going unseeing.
Fuck, he's so close to losing his consciousness.. Just a little bit more and --
The panic kicks in, the part of his brain not wanting to go under is screaming for him to take an action. So, he moves his index finger just enough to tap Akira's forearm three times.]
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Date: 2024-01-21 04:36 am (UTC)Oh, uh. This is getting dangerous. While Goro trusts Akira not to do any serious or permanent damage, there is a dark voice within him thinking how easy it'd be. Akira would only need to shift his angle just a little and add more weight on his grip and then it'd be lights out. For good. Now Goro is hardly suicidal but it isn't his first time flirting with death, gambling with his own life. There is something tempting in it, almost intoxicating.
Goro's can feel his body growing numb, the sounds muffling down around him and he can barely hold his thoughts together. It's almost scary, panic bristling against his chest as he keeps losing control of his body. He opens his eyes, vision struggling with focusing on his boyfriend. Then his eyes roll back, going unseeing.
Fuck, he's so close to losing his consciousness.. Just a little bit more and --
The panic kicks in, the part of his brain not wanting to go under is screaming for him to take an action. So, he moves his index finger just enough to tap Akira's forearm three times.]