[The response does manage to calm him down a bit, the hiccups and sobs quieting down while tears still remained in his eyes. Good. He was afraid there for a moment that he had somehow managed to rope Akira into something he found unpleasant, forcing him to entertain his macabre fantasies.
Overall, he's not even sure where all this is coming from. Are the tears reaction from almost passing out? Or from him not not being able to allow himself to go under? Or perhaps from the notion of submitting to someone else, allowing himself to be owned? Maybe all of them, or maybe it's something completely else. Because again, he can't stop thinking what she would've thought.
Goro peels his face off Akira's chest, lifting his chin up to search for contact.]
I.. never thought I'd be doing this with anyone. Or that I'd f-feel like this.
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Date: 2024-01-22 06:59 pm (UTC)Overall, he's not even sure where all this is coming from.
Are the tears reaction from almost passing out? Or from him not not being able to allow himself to go under? Or perhaps from the notion of submitting to someone else, allowing himself to be owned? Maybe all of them, or maybe it's something completely else. Because again, he can't stop thinking what she would've thought.
Goro peels his face off Akira's chest, lifting his chin up to search for contact.]
I.. never thought I'd be doing this with anyone. Or that I'd f-feel like this.